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11 October 2010 @ 08:17 pm
just a quick announcement!! i'm terribly late, but anyway

Happy birthday Hai-to!! o>_<o

and here's my humble present for you, hope you like it (and that it fits!!)

this way! :DCollapse )

Current Music: E.S. Posthumus - kalki
08 September 2010 @ 02:02 pm
it's been a long time since the last time i posted something. but, it's always like this, right? XD
today, i'll just write down some random thoughts of mine. browsing through fandomsecrets i found this community of right-oriented fangirls, and i got interested. i find a perverse sense of pleasure in reading right-oriented pissing-off crap. note that yes, i'm left-oriented. OF COURSE. or else i'd be a self-harming idiot.
regardless of the fact that some posts don't make sense to me at first reading simply because they're very specifically connected to american controversies/politics/etc. (again, OF COURSE: right-oriented people don't have much attention for the outside world...usually. unless it's to bring war somewhere.), i couldn't help but get a little puzzled over a mod post. it was dedicated to 5 or 6 users that, apparentely, trolled the community, criticizing right-oriented theories in the posts and things like that.
now, the mod was quite pissed and threatened to ban them all. i can understand the rage, but i have some objections. the mod basically said that the community was done by right-oriented fangirls for right-oriented fangirls, and thus these users must not criticize nor them, nor their ideas.
dear, if you don't want to hear/read any sort of criticism, you can commit suicide, because that's the only way you'll save yourself (and even at that point, if you're right and your god exists, you'll be judged and criticized the moment you step before god. AH AH AH the irony.). as long as we live in this world, we clash against different ideas, different peoples, different lives. i don't understand communities where users and mods say things like "this community is for us to happily discuss among each other, every criticism and/or bashing is not allowed". er, sorry? i'm afraid you don't get something. YOU can ask me not to do that. if i'm polite enough, or if you don't say thing i really CAN'T ignore (example: if you say homosexuals deserve hell, i will for the love of all things sacred find you and kill you. period. and before that i'll troll the life out of you.), i will leave you alone. but I DON'T HAVE to listen to you. i can say whatever i want, wherever i want, even in your sacred, sheltered community. regardless of the fact that usually i don't do such things nor i troll anywhere. but if i would, you wouldn't have any right to tell me to do otherwise. get it?
of course, since you're the mod, you can ban me. but you can't tell me i CAN'T say something. you can ASK me not to say that, but it's up to me decide if i want to listen to you.
Current Music: adam lambert - fever
24 June 2010 @ 10:49 pm

(i would greatly appreciate if you'd help me not feeling lost here. also, advice on nice pages/people/whatever are love. .___.)
14 June 2010 @ 02:01 pm
since i'm obsessed with code geass, and i always repeat to myself that i have to learn how to use photoshop, i tried to make a decent wallpaper.
i guess it's not a bad one for a first timer... or at least i like to think this way XD
special thanks to my little sister who assisted me during the making of the first version...

10 June 2010 @ 09:38 pm
sitting at my desk, muscles completely relaxed as if i'm dead, i listen to the music coming from my computer

i could stay awake just to hear you breathing
watch you smile while you are sleeping
far away and dreaming

the windows are half opened, the curtains barely moved by the hot evening air. it's so hot these days, even i don't feel like shutting myself inside my room. the corridors, that i can see from my spot near one of the windows, are all lighted. students - comrades - maybe even friends to some degree are walking by, chatting casually, doing the dishes. i can see the sinks-room from here. someone gets a happy birthday greeting. looks like someone's turning 20

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

i sip at my coffee - the cheap, instant blend, can you imagine? an italian drinking instant coffee... the music crawls inside the four walls, shooing away the silence of a city that doesn't know cars nor motorcycles. there's no noise here at night other than the noises people make - chatting, laughing, screaming, things like that.
i sip at my coffee and listen to a song that makes me wonder if it is true that sometimes we care so much about someone that we think about that person all the time, but in the end we don't even pass time with them.

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

i just listen to the song, to fellow students greeting me while they pass, and putting down my mug i think that maybe this evening is what peace looks like.

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10 June 2010 @ 06:18 pm
i don't even know what to say.
I'm just too happy. ç_ç and, obvioulsy, nosebledding to death. XD

finally finally FINALLY.
my inner squealing fangirl is extremely pleased <3

(credits go to gazette_media for the scans)
Current Mood: jubilantjubilant
Current Music: hitomi no tsubasa - access
17 May 2010 @ 04:39 pm

8D need to comment??
all hail Lelouche! *goes back to pretend to study*
Current Music: E.S. Posthumus - moonlight sonata
12 May 2010 @ 04:40 pm
no seriously. i just did. oh wait, i'll do it again.
this is ALL YOUR FAULT rukirin88. You hear me? I was a decent fan before you asked me permission to slash them. Now every time I play I can't use them in the same party or I'm sure I'll do/say/whatever something really really STUPID and my sister, who's always there with me, will notice!! ç___ç
I feel like a pedophile. ç__ç

Current Music: E.S. Posthumus - Arise
25 April 2010 @ 10:26 pm
D'espairsRay are coming to italy in october.
i'm extremely tempted.

it must be all this rush of people around me fangirling over tickets they just bought. damn, i'm too broke for this ç.ç
Current Mood: distresseddistressed
Current Music: D'espairsRay - lizard
05 April 2010 @ 01:19 pm

sign and spread the word!